shocking moments

original quote:

"To: adi & ella

Adi gw tau perasaan lo, tp lo bisa ngerasain org lain ga..kan kasian ellanya. Dy kan udah blg cukup. Kalo lo mau direspect, cb lah utk merespect org lain

Ella...kamu jg spt itu y,kalo mo direspect,respectlah terhadap org lain"

huh...well i've got nothing to say about this one.....well maybe it's finally over
or is it ?....

obviously "he" didn't know anything about this one, the story behind this short messaging message will take me back to 2004, where the story begun. it took me all this long to realize that what's done is done. okay, i think i learned it the hard way,
is this so called "girl" really worth our friendship ? i guess time will tell in the end

although in some point, i feel that our friendship is really over long time ago.
it's so obvious when we meet each other, somehow i don't feel that sense of warm friendship anymore, only lies and more lies until at some point you were sick of it all.

hey, after writing this story i feel better already...hm....nice

i guess it's up to me now, and i have made my decission...
just give up and keep chasing pavements at the same time...
just do my ordinary sucks job here at the office
just go out with my ex every saturday night(which is really a pain in the ass)
.....and do everything passionless

hah

2 more weeks and m out of this "hell on earth" and welcome freedom